Don't be afraid to give. You can't run out of yourself. But how you associate with yourself may suggest otherwise.
The more you appreciate Existence, the more you notice there is to go around. You can stop questioning it and still be curious.
The moment will arise by itself. You just need to allow yourself to be within it, which is another way of saying "be present to your life as it is."
There is no investigation relevant to you and for you that is too small to consider. Let yourself wonder and wander as it serves you.
At this point socialization just happens. You can go somewhere in the world and get to know what's necessary. So long as your experience isn't treated as if it's beneath you, you'll be willing to learn from it.
Believe it or not, every.thing can be appreciated.
Melanin-having (like 80%), feminice (as in dope, not kind), cis-gender (this word's definition is questionable), queer-thinking (this word's origin is questioned), travel apt (I'm an Earthling first) and fashion forward (I dress myself) SSJW (Sarcastic Social Justice Warrior).
I'm your forebearers attainable unreality. *
* Existing despite other peoples BS circa conception.